The Lack of Professionalism is Astounding

After being around for two months and having pretty good success so far with about a half dozen photo shoots being cast in a film currently in production and about to be in another starting production, one would think one has nothing to complain about well not so. Answering casting call is a big part of this business and why is one to do when they answer a casting call don't get the job and get no feedback as to why, or you answer one get the job and are waiting without knowing when or if you going to be called to do your part. I know i am if nothing else very professional while on a shoot weather it be photo or video just ask anyone i have worked with. Yes i know and fully understated this is a game and everyone has a life outside of it i also understand people get busy in game as well. Maybe it's just me and they way i was raised but doing other things before getting something else done just seems odd to me anyway i hope this finds all well. And thanks for taking the time to read this.

The Hardest Days

The hardest days are the days that are special. Birthdays holidays and such, and when their is more than one person whom you have lost it makes it harder. You relies as you try to find something to keep your mind away from that pain that it is useless. After years you accept the pain of loss as a comfort knowing that those you have lost are in a better place.

Things are Going Great

Well I have now found everything i have looked for within this community. My career is going in the right direction. I found the perfect woman for me, and have meet some really great people. The waiting is still frustrating. Waiting for people to call me for scheduled shoots and the scene for the film I'm in which is in production but it happens.  I want to take the time to thank those that have helped and support me. Also those who i have had the pleasure of working with in photo shoots as well as a big thank to one lady in particular who did my first pics she knows who she is thank you sweety. Also if anyne ever need a model or actor just hit me up.

Out Side Looking IN

After being here a short time i have come to relies that many have egos they shouldn't have. Not sure which it is compensation for something or an ego boost but i know i need nether when it come to adjusting the size of certain things in here. I know i'm not perfect no one is and some may think they are better then others when the fact is no one is better than anyone else. If you really think about it and take a good long look at yourself you will know i'm right. Take the five main things the i believe make up who a person is. strength inner and outer, sense of humor, compassion, intelligence, and appearance. If you can break yourself down into these components and truly believe your better than anyone else then your good enough to be leading what ever country you live in or your just a fool. I'm just telling it like i see it. I know some may find this amusing some may take offence and some may actually take time to really think about it. I know i have thought about it many time which is why i am comfortable with saying i am better than no one and no one is better than me. The reason for the title is the way i feel.

A little about me

Hi i think it is important for all who read this to know i am not doing this seeking approval or sympathy. I just wanted you to know the person behind the avatar so here it goes.

I'm a very easy going man who would do anything to help anyone within my means. Some say i am very personable and outgoing once they get to know me. I am a realist i feed no bullshit and don't want any in return. I was raised a military brat so to speak, my father served in the US army till six months before the counter attack on Alkida  when he was diagnosed with prostate cancer. I was raised in a very loving home getting my compassion from my mother whom i lost during a home invasion when i was nine. I get my work ethic from my father who lost his battle with cancer a few years ago. They  where the rocks in my life and will forever be missed and loved. I have lived in different parts of the world  from Europe to Asia. The happiest and saddest times in my life came within a six year span. From meeting the love of my life to the birth of our two boys to loosing them because of some ones decisions to drink and drive.

If you would like to get to know me better just talk to me i know some will like me and some wont, some will except me and some wont. That fine just don't judge based on what you see.

For those of you who took the time to read this thank you.